And it’s only midday.
I am depressed and moody and the last thing I want to do is talk to people. So now I have to talk to some of my coworkers to explain the bitchiness. And the bitchiness is because of IF and I don’t want to talk about IF with non-IFers anymore! Sigh.
So here’s a little backstory: I am known by EVERYONE IRL to be bubbly, outgoing, cheery and friendly. Especially at work. I’m even on our unit’s “Sunshine Committee,” (please hold gagging until the end lol) because that’s me. Always sunny and boosting morale. Except today. I’m in a superfunk and though I’m not outwardly bitchy to anyone, I am inside. And it radiates.
But Hubster reminded me that I need to just tell them that I’m not in a good mood and that I don’t want to talk about it because these people will have hurt feelings by the end of the day, if they don’t already. Sigh. I hate my effing personality and wearing my heart on my sleeve. Then I can’t just have “bad days” like everyone else.
Alright, lunch is almost over…wish me luck…five o’clock seems so far away!
Sending my love to all of you!!!!