Well I found the answer to my spotting! My body was prepping for a period. And this morning it started. Oh did I mention it started 23 days after my last period?!?
On clomid my cycle was 30 days long and before that it happened when it happened- there was never a pattern. Sometimes it was two Weeks long, other times it was 34+.
So I guess the residual clomid is not enough for me and I’m already back to no pattern. I was feeling better late last week, but now I’m totally depressed. I really don’t want to go to work, but I hate calling in sick on Mondays. It just seems so fake. Ugh. Guess I’ll go in and then go home sick like Hubster suggested. I do have a headache and cramps, which is sick enough for me!
Hubster did point out that my diet change and acupuncture might regulate my cycle so I’m a little bit hopeful. And we have or first appt with the RE in 3 weeks. So that makes me a little more hopeful. But I’m still feeling more defeated than anything.
I knew it wasn’t going to happen this month. I had a feeling my body wasn’t going to cooperate, and yet, I’m devastated. I guess I won’t every really get used to the disappointment I feel when AF shows up, no matter how prepared I think I am.
Oh and poor Hubster saw “baby this” and “baby that” on fb right after I told him we were out and was pretty sad. So he’s not getting used to the disappointment either. But he is still my rock who holds me while I cry.
Thanks for listening to me whine.