My baseline was what I feared. My cyst is not gone. But it did go down from 3 cm to about 1.2. And the DHEA is helping because I had 9 follicles starting to develop. But it was soooo devastating to know we can’t try again this month. We’re out just when we got started. They did love my cow sucks in the room abs they did help keep me calm…for awhile.
After the appointment I asked about getting tested for the micro urea plasma Jenn wrote about and the doctor I saw (not my normal RE) flat out refused to test me. He said it’s not linked to infertility, it’s rare and we know what my “problem is.” Without my hubby there to help talk to him or calm me down, I got really frustrated and cried while arguing with the stupid doctor. The compromise in the end was to send a note to my doctor and see what he thinks. Good lord. I still don’t understand. I told them I know it’s rare and I know I probably don’t have it, but would just like to rule it out. Somehow my fertile friends can understand that, but a freaking RE can’t?!?
Anyway, I went to happy hour after that and had a wonderful time. I am blessed to have such wonderful friends in my life.
And we’ve had a busy weekend so between the social events I have been hiding out moping and pouting and licking my wounds. One of the events was an ugly sweater send off party for a friend’s husband (going off to Afghanistan for 6 months :()
Another month with no BFP in my future. Sigh. At least I won’t waste my FRERs, I guess…