Remember how I came out on Facebook? Well occasionally I post links to articles on RESOLVE’s website and pin infertility/miscarriage related things that I know will show on FB. I even go so far as to comment on many of RESOLVE’s questions the post.
But last night I did something crazy.
Yep I posted that. It took me several minutes to finally perfect it and then it took several more minutes for me to actually post it. I was scared you guys. What if people thought I was a selfish Scrooge out to ruin the holidays for them? What if they told me to count my blessings and to remember “the reason for the season” instead of focusing on what I don’t have?
But that didn’t happen. 16 people commented with sincere hope we will have babies one day and sadness for the pain I’m going through. It was amazing.
My baseline on Monday (CD4) went well even though I had a new small cyst in my left ovary. I only had 5 small follies on my right ovary and none on the left. That’s almost half as much as usual but it went well enough to get me Clomid! I am doing CDs 4-8 and have my next u/s on CD11 (which is usually trigger day). I’m taking my Pregnitude, prenatals and DHEA so hopefully I get some good follicle growth.
The side effects haven’t hit yet, but last night in the shower I got really low cramps and tingles in my labia. Anyone every experience that this early in their cycle?