I’m in the middle of my tww and I’m getting really anxious. My period is coming, I can feel it. So Hubster and I are going to have a chat tonight to help ease the anxiety. That chat falls under the “BIG fears”category so I’ll discuss that later.
What happens during EVERY tww are two silly fears: pooping out my baby (pretty much exactly like what Belle wrote about here) and popping out my baby from sex or…wait for it…masturbating. Gasp! Yes, I said the dirty m-word. I am terrified that my orgasms will cause a little emby to pop out of my lining or away from my uterus if it’s on it’s way.
Slightly irrational, but also slightly fact-based. My crazy mind needs to be fixed. And I get very horny when my period is coming so I need help easing my mind.