You know how every time you start feeling good about where you are in this journey, you also know something terrible is just around the corner?
Well I’m semi-depressed today.
During Parenthood, we watched a exciting pregnancy announcement AND the finalization of an adoption.
And realized that this year marks a second round of new babies. First babies for the few friends who weren’t ready and second babies for all the uber-Fertiles.
And Hubster found old-fashioned Easter outfits for boys that he was dyyyyyying over. I want him to have a mini-him so bad. He DESERVES a mini-him and, dammit, this world could really use one.
But that’s not in the cards right now. So I’ll try to focus on my flatter stomach, toner shoulders and disappearing acne. I’ll try to get excited again for my first skinny summer in years and training for my first marathon. I’ll let myself feel sad for my amazing husband and myself today, but focus on US tonight. Because I really have been blessed to have the perfect life partner to share this journey with.
Yes, I’m feeling good about life but I’m also really reeeeeally sad at the same time. Sigh…