I was doing REALLY well off and on for about 4 days. I felt comfortable with this “pregnancy” (see, I’m back to not being able to use the word!) and shared the news with our families. Since it’s Chinese New Year and both of our families have been celebrating, everyone has asked the normal questions they ask any newly-expectant (still can’t do it!) woman. And it’s been fun to have normal answers! Until now.
I think since it’s been a few days since receiving my last beta, I have had a hard time continuing to believe I’m pregnant. Especially because it’s too early for symptoms other than exhaustion, giant/heavy boobies, and extreme bloating.
So I caved and bought more pee sticks yesterday. Clearly, I still have lots of HCG in my system.
But today, I’m back to worrying. Luckily I am busy prepping for a week long business trip next week and will be so busy working next week that I should stay sort of sane until my first u/s on 3/2, but I need some extra support.
Send any advice and encouragement you can think of, please and does anyone know of a SECRET fb group for women who are pregnant after loss?
Thanks for everything, ladies! I so totally appreciate it.