Uuuugh it happened again. The first time I’ve had a massive breakdown in several months. Um maybe in over a year? But I’m ok with it. I needed it. And it probably won’t happen again for quite awhile. In the last month my friend has given birth to her first child and my SIL has […]
I don’t know how to survive marriage with my husband when we can’t deal with my PMS. Even not on Clomid. I am emotional, needy, bitchy and end up screamy. He is a right-fighter and my PMS is not reason enough for him to stop this practice. Unfortunately my PMS-self can’t deal with that. At […]
Damn. CD3 baseline showed a giant cyst (30-something mm) which means two things: we’re out another effing cycle and I CAN’T RUN! Omg I’m crushed. A little dramatic right? Well get this: the doc is worried about Diminished Ovarian Reserve. He looked back through my chart and sure enough my AMH level was 0.9. Not […]
With one darn freakin stupid dream, my peace about this babymaking journey is gone. I woke up this morning for work and walked to the bathroom to jump in the shower when I noticed I was bloated and a little crampy. That always means AF is not just arriving shortly, but is arriving immediately. I was […]
We’re obviously getting more and more anxious as time goes on. We’ve only been seriously trying for almost a year but not protecting and pre-trying (I started temping and checking my CM as soon as I went off BC so we would know exactly when my fertile period was when it came time to really try […]
Dog Mom Chasing the Stork 